Category Archives: journey

trusting ‘whatever’

I slowed my bike but thought “whatever,” and went right through the puddle.

Such is life.

I often see puddles too late to adjust and go around;

Trusting my balance and

fenders to keep me dry,

I just peddle on through to the sidewalk on the other side.

Decade birthdays

Today is my 60th birthday and I think I’m celebrating with one of the best gifts ever: a cross country driving trip with my daughter.  Of course it is bittersweet as well because she is moving to South Carolina and at the end of this adventure I’ll be returning home without her.

As we were driving through the beauty of Montana today, I shared how one of my women’s groups celebrates decade birthdays by sharing gratitudes for each decade.  So my daughter and I did that together, my 6 decades and her 3.

It was good for me to realize I’m quite thankful for the gifts of my decades and for her to see the gratitudes of her decades becoming great foundations for the next to come.

Road Trip as Metaphor

One Road Trip As Metaphor
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The first two days of our trip we just traveled through time and space:
eating and sleeping, stretching our  legs,
putting fuel in the car so we could keep going –
blissfully inattentive to all we passed along on the way..

kind of like my first 15 years on this planet…

Then we did our first bit of sight-seeing,
visiting a local museum.
We saw amazing displays of collected wisdom
and added more than a little something to our own banks of knowledge.
And then we drove on,
looking at a map every so often,
enjoying the scenery,
eager to reach our next stop
where we could bed down
in a place we’d call home for awhile.

The heart of our trip was spent at our “destination,”
traveling north and south and east and west,
seeing as much as possible,
accommodating each person’s interests and traveling style,
goals for each day in mind.
We maintained a tight schedule,
and were exhausted each night,
barely able to slap at pesky mosquitoes
when we turned off the lights to sleep.

30’s, 40’s, and counting….

Then the day came to head home traveling by a different road.
Eager to get back to familiar surroundings,
we were up with the sun,
glad to have only ourselves to pack into the car.
It was easy to put in a full day’s drive
and we arrived at the hotel before they were ready for us.
Our aging bodies crashed just after the evening news
and groaned when a party started up in the courtyard.
We have definitely become that older generation.
(But what a blessing to go on a trip
with no one whining in the back seat,
potty stops on the side of the road,
snacks packed for every hour of the ride.)

Our last day of driving was a piece of cake.

60! …what will the next road trip bring?   

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there is a rock in my shoe –
but I walk on.
it isn’t enough to bother about
this minute.

finally I stop
to drink water,
and behold!
the rock in my shoe
is a pebble of gold!

now what?
surely if I had wings
I would fly home with this treasure
and leave my shoes on the hillside!

but I don’t,
thank goodness.
so I am walking again,
the little bit of gold in my pocket
and wisdom in my shoes
going home.

extravagant welcome

extravagant – origin and history: Latin – extravagari: “wander outside or beyond”


Extravagance is not a part of my lifestyle or something I covet or even know how to enjoy when I happen into experiences I would describe as above and beyond the norm. So it was with trepidation that I accepted the offer of a gift horse to attend a retreat in San Francisco that I knew would be more extravagant than a typical weekend away.

The weekend included both a service opportunity feeding the needy in the basement of Glide Memorial Methodist Church and moments for self reflection on the labyrinth in Grace Cathedral. The lavish aspects of the weekend were tempered by the contrasts we witnessed and provided opportunities for rich and provocative discussion and revelation.

But besides the actions and reflections of the weekend, the one experience I came away with was of receiving “extravagant welcome.”  The two spiritual leaders who planned and coordinated this trip welcomed each one of us as though we were visiting dignitaries and asked only that we take care of ourselves as though each one of us was a precious commodity to preserve for the world.

Again, this was in direct contrast to the vast numbers of homeless we saw scattered on the streets standing with their meager piles of clothes and belongings, sleeping with blankets or cardboard wraps, or wandering and muttering aimlessly.


Imagine a world where all of us were the recipients of extravant welcome – knowing ourselves to be precious.


Thank you Bobbi, United Church of Ferndale, and Sharry, First Congregational Church United Church of Christ, Bellingham.

Exhale the Unwild

there’s a little back story to this poem in my last post

Exhale the Unwild

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desiring entrance to this wild temple sanctuary.
Exposed arms and rocky shore
held me at bay, questioning such trespass.
With passionate curiosity and vigilance
I looked into untamed eyes
and saw beyond the forest veil and breathless deep.
Solace came as I played gently
in this garden of coves and islands,
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I exhaled my unwild
And as awe and wonderment became my companions
my spirit found a way to be free.
With dawn and dusk my only references to present tense,
I witnessed a live and valiant truce holding space and preservation of place.
Only when the lullabies of history whispered
from dark crevices of folded time
and glacier mists wrapped me in reverie
did I become truly awake to my own wild promise deep within me:





my experience as passenger on Wilderness Explorer, SE Alaska June 20-27, 2015

a little back story

A week ago today I returned from a week long trip in SE Alaska.  My parents generously invited my husband and I to join them on a small boat cruise going from Ketchikan to Juneau.  We traveled channels, wove our way around the major islands and in and out of coves seeing humpback whales almost every day.  The boat was run by an agency calling itself “Uncruise” specializing in searching out  wildlife, anchoring to let passengers go kayaking, tour around in skiffs and take hikes.


It was a really special trip to say the least.  The crew was amazing and the other passengers enjoyable to converse and spend time with.  Our weather was great, only one really rainy day that reminded me of a spring day at home.  Mike and I went out kayaking in the dripping wet and had a blast shinnying up to a small island rich with plant and shore life.

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I woke up every morning with the sun at 4 am.  A deckhand named Adelia from Seattle washed down the deck and made me coffee each day and together we would wash the sky wake up.  I wrote in my journal for an hour or two until other passengers emerged to see what was happening.  Towards the end of the trip I started working on a poem to summarize my thoughts and feelings about my teensy glimpse of Alaska.  I kept a page in the back of my journal for words to describe Alaska but what I realized was my desire to capture a feeling more than a description of this vast place.

Finally, after 3 days and much scritch scratching and tearing out of journal pages, I got a little something I liked.  I was walking around the deck one evening and ran into one of the guides.  She asked me how I had enjoyed the day.  I told her how amazing it was and that I’d felt inspired to write some poetry.  She told me I should share it with the captain.  So finally on the last day I went up to the bridge and asked if the captain would like to hear my poem inspired by my trip.  (of course..) He was excited to hear it and asked if I’d mind sharing it with the owner of the company.  (Now I’m blushing…)  He gave me the email address and I left the cabin.

Later that evening we came upon the owner in his private boat and the captain called me up to the bridge again and to read my poem over the radio.

Okay – so maybe I’m not published but I’ve been broadcasted over radio in Alaska.   That’s a cool distinction.

Poem to follow in next post.